Jarren Benton - Mental Issues lyrics

I got issues I gotta get through They're gonna miss you when you're gone I need a life line Waiting on my sign I'm doing my time, here we go Will I take your breath away Or will I take my last today? I got issues [Verse 1] I feel like everything is just falling apart I don't feel the love so I question my heart They only show you love when you're blessed in the charts They left me out to drown so I wrestle with sharks I thought some of you n***as was friends When they think your buzz is gone Them n***as dip in the wind I got news p**y n***as, Benton in it to win As soon as you bounce back They right back with you again f** em' I f**ed my marriage up a couple days ago She deserved better I got ways to go And why do I feel so numb the pain should make you grow More antidepressants to chase 'em down your throat Uh These f**ing doctors trippin' They give you cliche advice to offer you prescriptions I try to hide the hurt like they can't see a f**ing difference Avoid all of my friends so they can't see a n***a slipping, uh Stuck in a bed like f** life Sleep the day away I don't wanna get up, right Unattended to my kids No energy to throw the ball like I don't wanna live God I'm trippin' I see that I'm f**ing blessed Anxiety and fear feel it beat in my f**ing chest I know it's just the sickness [?] my f**ing flesh Tho we ashamed to face it Defeated by f**ing stress I got issues I gotta get through They're gonna miss you when you're gone I need a life line Waiting on my sign I'm doing my time, here we go Will I take your breath away Or will I take my last today? I got issues [Verse 2] Thousands of fans you think that I should feel something But I focus on the negative I don't feel nothing like Damn I'm supposed to be at the top Maybe they think I f**ing s** and that's the reason I'm not Ay what these other n***as got that put them up on the spot? I keep getting overlooked I fear that I'll never pop Maybe they'll give me props on the day that I rot Never get the rose until your body dripping in crops Damn I'm sick of hearing I'm underrated I hope the people spread the word, I appreciate it That's love But to be honest with you I'm suffering My demons taunt me everyday I feel like I'm stuck with them, uh I understand why SwizZz rarely put out music Cause he suffered with it too Leaves your confidence ruined Feeling empty Too p**y to die Pray you don't tempt me Bottle of vodka I rarely f** with the henney I'm living lower than my expectations No celebration d**h got a reservation I pray that I find the courage to ask somebody for help Scared to let you see my weakness Suppressing ways that I felt Just know that you're not alone That's why I'm writing this song I feel it like you feel it Just find a way to move on Some days I feel like I'm living in Hell Gotta find a cure for this mental health I got issues I gotta get through They're gonna miss you when you're gone I need a life line Waiting on my sign I'm doing my time, here we go Will I take your breath away Or will I take my last today? I got issues