Jarren Benton - Heart Attack lyrics

[Verse 1: Jarren Benton] I sit with this broken heart, like why did you leave me b**h With a bottle of painpills, I swear this ain't easy b**h I though we would ride together, you and me we would die together Walk through the bowels of hell, like f** it we'll fry together You walked out and left me here, along with a fist full of tears I drowned in my sorrow, I can't believe i wasted this many years You didn't have the decency to tell me you leavin, you left a note on the dresser Oh, what the f**, this b**h cheatin', you left me for him? Ho that's a good enough reason for me to come and k** both of you Guess it's back to this grieving, it's back to these nightmares It's back to not sleepin', it's back to me tearing this f**ing house up and screaming I remember you cutting yourself with razors and bleeding And you told me my love was the only reason you're breathing I was always right there for you, I thought I was special too What happened to us? b**h, I'm k**ing whats left of you b**h! [Hook] Yeah, and you said that you would die for me Just another love story, and i swear the pain hurts so bad Feel like I had a heart attack Heart attack Heart attack You ripped my f**ing heart and it ain't no facing that Heart attack Heart attack I'll never love again, it ain't no turnin' back [Verse 2: Jarren Benton] I'm turning to Lucifer, I swear I ain't thinking right I'm drinking again, I'm parked by your house at night I see that you're happy with him, you know it's just eating me The thought of you f**ing him makes me sick It repeatedly, plays in my brain, it drives me insane And of course when it rains I try to block out the pain But f** I just can't, get over this b**h I think I need help, I can't get over this sh** So I muster the courage to come and knock at your door The closer I get I feel my heart fall to the floor You open it up, you look in my eyes It's been a whole month, b**h, oh you look so surprised And I get this feeling of so much rage and i grab her right by the face And she's screamin I'm erkin, cursin, I hate you b**h We both spewin hatred, sh**, I know i should leave But a part of me ain't satisfied until i see her bleed She's screaming for help, as I squeeze on her neck You owe me this explanation for me and you separating That sh** was so devastating, I feel her soul levitating The sound of her suffocating, she's dying from strangulation So cold and so dark, til d**h do us apart God dammit I love you, look at me falling apart This pain is so deep, and it bites like a shark I stick you right where you hurt me, and put this blade through her heart And she's out!