Jarren Benton - Lost Warriors lyrics

[Hook] When the sky ain't blue And God goes mute And money dictating everything that you do The d** all gone but the world still spins And Lucifer becomes your best friend Damn, we lost warriors In the city of lost warriors [Verse 1] Uh, I'm just another lost warrior, chasing a feeling of euphoria Can't shake the imagine or my n***a in the coroner So I medicate with alcohol and Adderall So I can feel something I'm too numb to rock to y'all Chasing an emptiness that money brings, a f**ing glutton I want it all, everything that I could obtain Becoming so accustomed at hiding my pain Knowing that this poison is rotting my brain At the rate I'm going, I'm plotting my grave Under limelights, I die for my spot on the stage I'm feeling like God's gone mute Or maybe I muted God for something that's so minute I'm a heretic, inheriting the ways of the lost Pray that I don't pa** the baton to my son Nor my princess, Lord what I've become So petrified, like what am I hiding from? Deal with little boy sh**, keep on whispering in your ear I got to k** the voices, they keep preying on my fears Lost some good friends, the evil slaying all my peers When I know I need help, I let my demons interfere [Hook] When the sky ain't blue And God goes mute And money dictating everything that you do The d** all gone but the world still spins And Lucifer becomes your best friend Damn, we lost warriors In the city of lost warriors [Verse 2] Yeah, uh, I mask the pain like a superhero Drugs in my system, mind on my Euros Suicidal thought, my daughter was a year old The feeling coming back that whispers by my earlobes The Mephistopheles is watching me It bore with the feeling of a n***a feeling obsolete On the road constantly, my son get emotional Daughter used to it, when I'm back, I'm so unsociable Coming home drunk as f**, this liquor got me out cold Pray that this behavior don;t destroy a n***a's household I think my n***a's d**h took a piece of me I know we in the sky, rest in peace fully Hoping I ain't f**ing everything up for five mights Of fifteen minutes of a n***a in the limelight Regrets come to haunt your f**ing hindsight As soon as you try to find God and get your mind right [Hook] When the sky ain't blue And God goes mute And money dictating everything that you do The d** all gone but the world still spins And Lucifer becomes your best friend Damn, we lost warriors In the city of lost warriors