Jarren Benton - Blinded lyrics

[Verse 1: Jarren Benton] Yeah Jarren Benton n***a n***a this hard work, hard work My grandma taught me, "Put God first." And these f** n***as in my neck of the woods They wouldn't show me love, I spit a hard verse You feel the pain inside of my art, worst So much failure, felt like my heart burst I came to eat, f** the horderves The bully's home, I'm on all the nerves So where the f** were you when I was hurting? Success was looking so uncertain I couldn't afford a f**ing christmas day for my daughter n***a I was worthless Like God what the f** is my purpose? Stressing make a n***a feel nervous I wash away the pain, no detergent I'mma hit it with the motherf**ing bourbon So f** you and your lame a** comments n***a You don't know me from a fricking comment n***a I'm going hard for my n***a Slow, rest in peace I'm drinking till I vomit liquor I'mma get richer, I'mma die trying, I'mma die grinding k** yourself with a hot iron if you hating n***a I'm about mine, on Cloud Nine like Jesus n***a I'm jet skiing on the English river Counting paper till my fingers shiver Down Grey Goose like I don't need a liver Beat it n***a, I'mma chase the rest, cause I ain't high enough I'm going in till my time is up But if you think this sh** just happened over night And we ain't paying dues then you blind as f** [Hook: Locksmith] I believe in me, I believe in me Success is all I see, man it's all I see I believe in me, I believe in me Success is all I see, man it's all on me Me, me, me, me Ain't tripping off none of these n***as, it's all about Me, me, me, me Ain't tripping off none of these b**hes, they choosing on Me, me, me, me Ain't tripping off what they be saying, they waiting on Me, me, me, me My future is all that I see, sheesh [Verse 2: Locksmith] Yeah and I pray to God as my witness See I've harbored a sickness I see life as it is More than just money, cars and some b**hes I put fright in my peers, so it might come off as auspicious Such delight when I veered, it was all a conscious decision Never been a path I would take but mine Dealing with the past is a waste of time Nothing you remask can replace what's dying Whether you adapt, it's a state of mind Whether you react like a faceless mime Put it on your back and embrace, I tried Never been a n***a with a limited vision I had a mission, I was fishing, but I ain't confined f**ed in the game would've lost my footing Things that I did seem so off putting Had to learn quick if you wanna earn it Then you have to let go, anyway, that's pulling Sake for the friends and the hoes you f**ed Till it sinks in, then it slows you up Whether you're embedded or forget it, you indebted You can never tell when it's so abrupt People be talking, the evil is scoffing With me in the coffin, I meet with them often I see what they causing, I leave 'em in caution I know that they want to keep me in the margin I'm paying no mind, cause their mind is corrupt I divided it up, have no time to discuss See? I never been trapped by a label So why would I label my music? You blinded as f**, see? [Hook: Locksmith] I believe in me, I believe in me Success is all I see, man, it's all I see I believe in me, I believe in me Success is all I see, man, it's all on me Me, me, me, me Ain't tripping off none of these n***as, it's all about Me, me, me, me Ain't tripping off none of these b**hes, they choosing on Me, me, me, me Ain't tripping off what they be saying, they waiting on Me, me, me, me My future is all that I see, sheesh [Verse 3: Futuristic] I came in the game and I'm making a lane My friends acting strange and they saying I changed The fame that you claim is perception [?] that's reckless, progression is what I maintain I remade the name that they bang in my state Then I moved to LA, oh my God, they can't wait To act like they running a city Without me, when you in a place only I can create My girlfriend, I left her, I'm missing her face But how can you cope with this amount of space She knows all these b**hes is after this n***a She's so insecure, I can't help with the pain She know that I'm making this money I could fly her out, but I bought me a chain And bought me a whip and bought me a studio Swear that my next album gon' be insane, sheesh I believe in me and that's all I believe I got tunnel vision, promised success is all that I see I know that I can be anything and that's all I'mma be Seven shows in seven states and I did it all in a week You weak, sending emojis with winks I'm laughing cause you can't compete, don't speak All things you don't know, I've been 'round the globe And you barely been on the street, I'm trying to eat Go Micky D's when I tell you I'm trying to double my cheese If you think you f**ing me, I'm like a black girl All I say is "n***a please."