Jake Jackman - Upbringing lyrics

I said wait There are some things i gotta say You can put them blame on me You can put the hate on me * the pressures and anxieties of the physical world are digging under my skin in an attempt to prove my worth - but i am worthless - you put a price tag on something with no value - and you can bend something that's always been broken * And you said wait It can't be a hearty taste But you can send my blood to waste This crown of thoughts weighs - heavy This twisted fate Made a mark to key my wrist And now i'm bleeding out for it I know you will be happy So be safe Cause this dungeon love is blood And now i sacrifice my soul For you to bury this mess A sorrow state And i kindly will resign But now my heart is melting Why did i write this song? *and you left me with no home - no place of refuge - the only safety i've ever felt was within the comforts of your loving embrace - but you never loved me to begin with - how can through the forth wall without my hammer? and i know you say i can by on my own strength - but my fists are just so f**ing weary without you - the only thing i could ever break was my own spirit - i am nothing.*