[Beginning break] "Help me, my brother's dead!" "What's your name?" "Nicki" "What do you mean by your brother's dead?" "He k**ed himself!" "How did he do it?" "With his gun!" "Okay, are you home alone?" "I'm home alone with my sister!" "Okay" "Get someone here quickly!" "Did you find him, Nicki?" "Yeah, and now he's dead!" [Verse 1] You've been through some sh** Through some sh** Hold on tight, don't lose your sh** You just like me I'mma prove that sh** Got a noose tied tight, better loosen it Haven't slept all night, hallucinatin' 40 hours, mind is fadin Heart is racin', grip your chest Contemplate about your d**h Nobody but you got you f** everybody around you They just doubt you Maybe you think they'd be better off without you Think your life don't mean sh** f** it, what's the reason? Wish I wasn't breathin' All I do is resent Anything and everything to do with me I'm through with me I pop the bottle Swear to God I'm 'bout to swallow every dream Godspeed Give a f** about me Don't try to surround me with your positivity I'm happy with my misery Just wanna watch my wrist bleed Nobody would miss me Pop some shells Look down the barrel This is it I'm feelin' it I'm feelin' sick I hope my family understands I'm sorry this is really it I'm sorry this is really it! [Break] "Nicki, stay on the phone with me, hun, okay?" (Nicki screams and cries hysterically) [Verse 2] Gunshot, middle of the front yard Girlfriend Found the body Searchin' Questions always lurkin' Answer's never comin' Sick inside her stomach Empty, feelin' nothin' She forgot what love is All black, life off track Got no will to live, lost that She just wants him brought back home again She'll never get over it Or ever learn to cope with it No savin' her, she's over it No savin' her, it's over [Verse 3] I've had some friends do the same sh** Left me here just blamin' myself Said they never got help b**h, I was right here All I do is fight tears Look at me! Now you're dead at 6 feet Suicide on 5th street f**in' p**y left a mother and a kid Wonderin' what Daddy did Daddy's in a better place Said they had to hide the face I just had to drive away f** your funeral I'm leaving you just like you left me, too I'm sick of losing you