Pa**ing waves Pa**ing trains Quake my spine I wanna stay But far away So far away from here I'm feel lame I feel ashamed Cut my wrist with the hottest blade Tears roll down my devil face I try to feel love But instead I feel pain I try to do my best But instead I bleach my brain I do stupid things [x2] I'm dumb [x2] Cotton in my mouth b**h You really wanna see it? All white turn red Real fast All black At the end of the night I'm going I'm gone White washed walls covers my brain I'm gone Change a lot when I sink through the floors of my room d**h waiting with a pen in is hand at the end You really know I'm gone I really know I'm gone I'm gone