Jaime "Pain" Ortiz - Swim lyrics

[SPM] [Hook] I was three when my old man left in the wind Pushed me in the ocean, turned around and said swim That's what I did even though I was scared I kept kickin' cause a person only floats when he's dead [SPM] If I had one wish, it wouldn't be wealth It would be that we could just love ourself Cause everyday is like we k** a million dreams And it seems everybody on different teams I don't mean to get deep, I'm just speakin' the truth We in a two bed trailer with a leak in the roof I ate potatos every way you could ever make 'em When your hungry gotta use your imagination My mom did her best, she would hug and kiss me Even though we had more f**ing mice than Disney I still had some Polos and plenty of drawers While she was livin' life with the same two bras The lightning strikes, like God say thunder rolls Life is cold like an eskimo in summer clothes I suffer softly but never let nothin' stop me And I miss my little girl like somebody shot me [Hook] [SPM] Out in prison make crosses, f** diamonds and j**els Still flyer than Jordan when he was runnin' with Bulls So many shots had missed, so many cops was pissed So many songs I had written in the past on this It's a lot of impostors try to tell you the same But how the f** could I explain, no one knows my pain From the cord on my navel, I was a G crom the cradle I don't snort cause they say that b**h Cain/'caine k**ed Abel I'm not sure you understand it but I must express it Santa Claus is on h**ne, there ain't no presents And mom all this sh** makes my eyes so watery Now I understand why you tried to win the lottery We gon' make it I promise don't let the memories haunt us I remember we was at the bus stop in pajamas Tryin' to run from a home that brought so many tears Bad luck like we must've broke a thousand mirrors [Hook] x2