Jaili - Eye Try lyrics

[Verse1] You're supposed to understand me You're supposed to be my family I'm doing this for you I want to be the best I can be but all I get is doubt I need a new way out I got inspiration now I gotta get my statements out Treating myself to cookies in the Milky Way I pray to God that I get to see another day But as I take each hit I see it fade away (But as I take each hit I see it fade away) I need some time alone so I can think straight Bended thoughts from too much pot and Zombie mixtapes I hope I get to heaven's gates But in the meantime under these skies I meditate Dreams of lasting forever with my princess I really tried but I guess I'm just the next ex I feel vexed but there's nothing I can do And I came a long way but it means nothing to you I started on my journey on this road to Zion And I yelling, “f** you” if you try to pry on… What I've achieved And these n***as know I got the flow to make, all of you believe What happens after d**h? No one really know? Corrupted minds aren't hard to find and it really shows Going harder than fifty blows A martyr with a shifty pose Going farther than all you clones I wonder if I can get a profit off these messages I'm burning n***as and these ashes are what's left of it It's evident... That I'ma shine, no matter what the weather is Reminiscing on the days when everything was easy And now n***as on the bottle till they feeling queasy Believe me… I know it's hard So I try to maintain, by molding these bars [Hook] I try to thrive But it's just hard livin' It's easier to give in But I know I can't give in (x2) [Verse 2] These streets will get you If you have nothing to protect you Buddha baggies under the mattress in my bedroom If I'm lucky, I'll live until I'm twenty-five So the main problem for me, is tryna stay alive But I still gotta get paid and maintain while I get mine Me and my n***as ‘bout to set it off like Columbine So I don't really care about what you heard Puff puff pa** don't be the last n***a with the herb We moving through like a pack of wolves after a plate a food These jealous dudes getting mad while I bend the rules I'm unusual So forget you and your cubicles That lifestyle is dead to me You're meant to be like cuticles It's beautiful… How I go in so smooth And then strike like a lion when I'm tempted in the booth I'm presenting what is true The only thing I resent is the resentful things I do (Man, why you always rapping?) Cause I can't hold this sh** The ink flowing like a river when I use this pen Come again Got Collard Greens playing in the den Tell a friend this is that sh** that you can't amend I won't change unless it's for the better Bring a sweater Cause what I spit is cold I'm altering the weather (I said I'm altering the weather)