Jae Tips - The Abortion lyrics

Wish i had you but we'll meet again Biggest mistake of my life just hope we meet again (Uhh) my babyboy or babygirl (Uhh)i was ashamed of who i put you in Your lives taken My heart breaking Abortion Clinic in the room waiting Only man just here shaking Teary eyed but impatient (Uhh) cause i went raw Thats no glove On some chick that i dont love Some chick that i dont love She wants me She loves me She screams that When she f**s me I say it back for the moment Cause at the time i own it (uhh )but im ashamed of her And her dark past I tolerate it Cause her fat a** But me and her won't never last Lips biting Midnighting No chilling Straight piping I call her when i want it She comes throu and hops on it (uhhh) Then pulls out of my drive way No shortcuts My 4s up She headed straight on that highway With text saying she miss me And she wants this forever But i got a girl She got a man They got a kid and they been together (uhhh) She get around and he wifing her Off top know bout 5 dudes Who spanked it and spend nights with her Then pulled up to my place Looked me right in my face Im asking her whats wrong Been gaining a little weight Plus my period is late How late About 3 weeks Aware of your career But if im pregnant I wanna keep My phone dropped My heart too s** it up Its hard too When feeling like she trapped me We signed up for the same things I ain't ready to be no daddy (uhhh) I bet this makes you happy But it ain't her fault Probably more mines Even though it is How you sure its mine She said she know it is More like she hope it is But i ain't know what to tell her I ain't even her fella Why would i tell her to keep it When we living different lives And just sharing a secret Lied about birth control And probably everything else (Uhhh) You was bad for my health Trying come for my wealth I was scared and embara**ed Cause i ain't nobodies parent I probably broke shorties heart Right now thats too much to manage Im on a whole different planet When it comes to a standard Hope i ain't cause you no damage Or disrespect ya beliefs But the timing is off and you know Babies ain't free I understand what you want But gotta take care of me I ain't got no degree Cause i withdrew for this rapping Then i handed her a napkin and apologized for what happened (2x) Then i had a nightmare of my unborns voice Uhhh Of my unborns voice (unborn Voice) What makes your life more important than mine ? I got dreams too I can't even live to see nine I could of been the next lebron This ain't all on my mom You invested the time What does it matter if u wanna just rhyme This is my life that you playing with Im begging you dad I know the situation at hand is making you mad But its no mistake Im begging you i wanna just live What if you never had a chance at your first romance ? Be mature about something for once in your life God blessed you with gifts and you ignored him twice You lost girls You lost your father And almost all your friends cause you afraid of being honest and expressing within You a joke And now you turning down your flesh and your blood Because your scared of being judged by people who dont give a f** I dont believe you I dont even need you We dont even need you I hope i never see you You worthless I got what you was cursed with I do have a purpose Its to go without you hurting me You took my life burglary Played me like the world played you Hand me down all the pain That your father gave you The abortion (Sami Alexandra) Should be crying But i just can't let it show Should be hoping But i can't stop thinking Of all the things we should of said that we never said And all the things we should of done That we never did All the things that you wanted from me And all the things that you needed from me All the things i should of gave but i didn't But i didn't know