Jade Valerie - Goodbye lyrics

Goodbye, goodbye You're looking in my eyes And still you don't know how to say my name Goodbye, goodbye Nothing has changed And still I know I'll never be the same If God is watching us Has He gone silent? Could we take what He would say? Are we even listening at all? Goodbye, goodbye Another concrete jungle Too many lions trying to survive Goodbye, goodbye We want it all But no one wants to have to pay the price If God is watching us Shouldn't He be angry For blaming Him and not ourselves? Are we even sorry? Goodbye, goodbye I guess we deserve The beds that we're all sleeping in tonight Goodbye, goodbye All these shades of grey We've painted it all black instead of white If God is watching us Maybe He is praying That we could see it through His eyes And finally know what peace is (Do we care? Do we really, really care? Do we care?) I'll never be a perfect angel I'll never know exactly what to say I'll never be God's purity I'll f** it up a thousand different ways But I'm the bravest of the weak And I'm your suicidal queen And I cheat, I love, I drink But I'm the sweetest of the mean I wanna slash my wrists and watch them bleed But I know God's watching If God is watching us Will He forgive me And let me forgive myself? Because maybe then I'd love "me" Try to forgive me Tell me what to do to finally feel good enough; I know You're watching