Jade Bird - Cathedral lyrics

I woke all in white Right in the middle of the knife I hold the [?] that I had left you with no reason why And I know I wasn't kind And you probably lost your mind But, oh, I couldn't find one reason [?] I heard it from the aisle of the cathedral Baby, I was gonna break your heart Even in the [?] something lethal Know we had to stop before we started And we torture each other and wonder why We ever promised until we died And I swore that I'd never leave you behind But I've seen the light, oh, I've seen the light You made me feel so safe I recall it like it's yesterday Arranged like a thought out maze I try, couldn't find a way I was screaming out [?] I was screaming out, now all I hear is the sound I heard it from the aisle of the cathedral Baby, I was gonna break your heart Even in the [?] something lethal Know we had to stop before we started And we torture each other and wonder why We ever promised until we died And I swore that I'd never leave you behind But I've seen the light, oh, I've seen the light I woke all in white I heard it from the aisle of the cathedral Baby, I was gonna break your heart Even in the [?] something lethal Know we had to stop before we started And we torture each other and wonder why We ever promised until we died And I swore that I'd never leave you behind But I've seen the light, oh, I've seen the light Said I've seen the light, oh, I've seen the light