No, no, no, I told you, I live this sh** I ain't just up here, rappin' and tappin' Spittin' and skittin' and sh**, naw, not me I'm not you, I'm not you rapper, I'm not you, Pusha I keep that ziploc bustin' at the stitches, culinary chemist I serve the malicious to break the fiends fixes One give you the sniffles, the other leave you with the itches Transport, airport with the vaseline So I can fulfill my dreams of pa**ion as green More cash then ya seen within Ashton it's green Me drivin' up fast with the lean, zonin' family Keep youngin's in them rented Camry's Door panels full of sh** and I ain't full of sh** Reckless a**, God forbid they don't crash From the panel to the dash, it's four pounds of slab Naw, b**h we don't believe in air bags Cars turn tricks like them Ringling brother skits Whether b**h hop out or the Glock pop out Ya know, what I'm about Blow to ya sinus 'til the snot drop out Whoever said birds fly south for the winters, a damn lie Got 'em right here and if I don't like you the grams high Take it or leave it, soon as a fiend, taste it, they need it They could smoke it right in front of you to make you believe it Prolly think, I won't murder you the way I smile But I'ma take a lota shots, A I style Jada, the name is filthy but so what The motherf**in' game is filthy You know, what? My mom and my pops really did a good job But it was the Montega and the Cane the built me So I could never hate on another brother God is great, the devil is a motherf**er When you broke but they think you got money Crackers start showin' you love, ya own people act funny I tear n***as heads off, I don't discriminate Waves, cornrows or dreads, I will eliminate I'm far from a noodle, n***a, I stab up block reps And turn quiet streets into hot s** n***a, that's funny you say you a k**a, how? What is it the return of the k**er clown? You don't put no fear in my heart I make ya people say, 'wow', that didn't look like my man They flipped upside down, the coroner did what he can He got hit wit ten rounds at pointblank and pointblank Coldchian left that n***a stankin' Half static and face I got the wrinkling, slugs all in it I had my eyes on his mink and I didn't give 'em A chance to blink when I dodged up on 'em Pressed the forty up on him shocked 'em Made his head stand on end and like a baby I rocked 'em The Coffin, the cradle, you can't bite the hand that made you That's the beginning of the end and you a thug that pretends Carl Coldchain, suit the n***a, I got a great vision I see through men And squeeze triggers wit' bullets that go through men f** wit S P, that's ya date with d**h Got bullets that'll grape ya chest, no sleep like I hate the rest I'm in the hood like it's my fate to rep I hold it down any place I step and I love gettin' slept on 'Cause I'm rawer than dope fresh outta Africa that never been stepped on Dog, I'ma clap at you the minute that you rep wrong Holiday, the ghost the main reason why ya set gone Why I love riffin', the war you wouldn't understand 'Cause my God is different than yours If the world spin in a circle, I want 'em to learn move backwards k** n***as the first minute they jerk you What you keep the toaster for creepin' through the hood And sh** ain't really good but I'm deeper than the ocean floor Higher than a plane and meaner than a baller Want ya insides out so I mean it when I pull Rappers is talking to me as if, come on We in the same boat, I tell them quick, no, I move Coke And you and I don't share no common bond So forgive me if I don't receive you with open arms, no It shames me to no end to feed poison To those who could very well be my kin But where there's demand, someone will supply So I feed them their needs at the same time cry Yes, it pains me to see them need this All of them lost souls and I'm their Jesus Deepest regret and sympathy to the street I see them pay for they fix when they kids couldn't eat, so sorry And with this in mind, I still didn't quit And that's how I know that I ain't sh**, I ain't sh** My heart bleed but that's aside from the fact I live from my kids and their's and them youngin's after that