Jacob's Dream - Sarrah Williams lyrics

How many times must I feel this way The fool who never learns Selfish pleasures override my thoughts Give that wheel just one more turn Drunken stupidity rules my mind And things aren't what they seem How many times must I feel this way I wish it were all a dream, a dream I'm sorry about your sorrow, I'm sorry about your pain If I could turn back the hands of time I'd make things new again I'm sorry about your anger, I'm sorry about your rage If I could do one thing in this world I'd make her live again Once such a happy young man Now a shell of broken dreams Taken from me all that I am Myself the only one to blame My heart is filled with the blood of guilt But nothing can I say I see the anger in everyones eyes For the life I've taken away I'm sorry about your sorrow, I'm sorry about your pain If I could turn back the hands of time I'd make things new again I'm sorry about your anger, I'm sorry about your rage If I could do one thing in this world I'd make her live again A friend they've lost forever gone Not a chance to say goodbye Forever imbedded in their thoughts Why did she have to die? The life I've taken burns inside me Always there to remind You think you're life is so damned hard Why don't you try living mine? I'm sorry about your sorrow, I'm sorry about your pain If I could turn back the hands of time I'd make things new again I'm sorry about your anger, I'm sorry about your rage If I could do one thing in this world I'd make her live again Live again, live again, live again Oh god please let, let her live again There's no excuses for what I've done There are no words that can change the past Oh but I, I can't deny, I've k**ed an angel While the whiskey demon burned my soul I took the life of Sarah Williams Now I stand and face this bitter hell Oh Sarah Williams if you could hear Would you forgive me?