Well it's funny you should ask me how i feel As the scenes before my eyes begin to reel I can't remember how long i cried I can't remember how hard i tried Turned my thoughts away from you Like i had something else to do And now i find you here And it's funny you should want to see me now Well i'd refuse you but i can't remember how I can't remember how long i cried I can't remember how hard i tried I'd tell myself i didn't care That i was down and you weren't there You've been away so long And it's funny you should want to know my plans As the future disappears beneath my hands I can't remember how long i cried I can't remember how hard i tried Now i'll cast aside my memories And shut you out most bitterly I'm down on my last smile