Jacks Of All Trades - Curtain Call lyrics

Here I go in that flow Everything is allowed It's the last show, sold out Every seat's taken I put on my smile and start the faking I play my part so well it'll make you cry I'll never be the same but you don't mind I pour out my soul up on that stage I'm in control look at my face It's all good, I won't lose my mind Just take you by surprise when I die Sometimes I wish that I did, for real Now I don't have the time to heal All these wounds I made look so real They still keep hurting me "Yo, what the deal why don't you stop the crying?" thay ask me, it's all inside me forever lasting I fly so high, I fall so hard It's time for curtain call ' last time was enough for me This time not gonna lie down, gonna stand up with my own too feet I'm that kind that you don't wanna trust When I smile is when I wanna bust When I feel free is when I'm locked up And when I love, you know what's up I look at the crowd in this beautiful night So nice, how they smile I made them feel good, I treated them right I gave 'em what they wanted I fed their minds, With their hands in the air They cry: "do that again, make it look real" and I will, cause I'm their little puppet I got my mask on, can nobody stop it But behind the smile is where it all happens Behind the curtain is where I start lacking So please tonight just leave me alone And give me a chance to be on my own I'll fly so high, I'll fall so hard