I've been thinking, I've been trying to look the other way I start drinking, I stop thinking you're always in my way so today, I'll throw it all away Got a hole in my yard don't mistake it for my heart it'll swallow you, relieve my aching head I know, you loved me all along I can honestly say I can't deal with you tonight when I know all you really want is me to see you cry you'll never let it go you'll never look the other way you ask about tomorrow still obsessed with yesterday wasting your time It takes timing, it takes patience but I'll do it anyway I'll make a crime scene out of the pavement and disregard the trail, straight to jail I'll have your mother post my bail Got a hole in my yard and your head's under my car so please hold still, its under there somewhere I swear, I loved you all along