Jack Anthony - Its Not The Same lyrics

I am the first to know when everything is wrong she is the last to know and then I'm gone I'm sorry I never say I am I was the first to know that everyone was gone it hurts the worst to know you don't belong I only wanna be a part of you Calling waiting breathing falling never sleeping I'm in love with all your pain I lost my mind today but please believe me I will be here freely and I will not be ignored its not bad anymore I am the only one as far as I'm concerned its not the things you've done but what you have not learned it feels like I should hide you from the world was he different than me? did he ask you to sing so frequently when you first met? did he control you with things? make you believe that you were always to blame? is that why you treat me the same?