Jabee - Exhausted lyrics

My name is Jabee No y Mesmerized By the terror I excersize And pressure i apply Paralyze lines writen Fightin rhymes I agonize wit Trynna an*lyze it So Antagonizing Ima baptized prince Trynna baptize crips I was raised in a hood where they chastise men So my mastermind went to mastodon existent My Babylon gifts so catastrophic Look you measure God by gifts u receiving I measure God by the fact I'm still breathing Potent when I vocalize Mobilize my mind that's a train of thought Caught between the pain saw Take it all wit a grain of salt Sometimes I can't figure out what to do My life is a gla** house and they watchin my every move I jus want to be what I would love Never look in the mirror and dispise what I've become Because whatever was Somewhere lost in the fads Or on d**h row lost in the gas Trynna duplicate the past Fred Hampton wit a sag Langston Hughes wit a pad Sad they wanna see me In a coffin body exhausted resting in peace Just trynna figure out my situation Get inspiration be patient and then situated Every word is a illustration Expressive narration how I over came it Took the gang banging tried to elevate it I got homies who don't never see their mothers faces Or the light of day but can't help but crave it Prayin Cuz I kinda feel the same Feelin like a begger out here asking for some change Strange trynna keep my mind focus My mom broken gotta keep her 9 loaded Bumpin ice cube trynna decode it Chuck D said i could change the world Trynna change myself and let the world react If they don't like it they can change it back Seem sima 40 acres a Beamer Just a dreamer wit a dream That don't feed the need Or kids I breed Prolly never see a million bucks You only live once I'm trynna live it up Ain't nothin u can tell me Sittin sideways bumpin Makaveli They might know my name they don't really know me Might got my numbers we ain't really homie Homies that wanna see me In a coffin body exhausted Resting in peace