J1K - Truth lyrics

[Hook: Asia Brown] Oh, oh, feeling like you're lost but then you'll find your way, find your way 'Cuz there's a sun shining the light up on your day You're feeling like you're lost but then you'll find your way, no, no, no 'Cuz there's a sun shining the light up on your days [Verse: 1 isuppose] Growing up in these streets, it was hard to be happy By the age of 15 I had guns pointed at me Got robbed for my kicks, f**ing pricks took my chain And while most kids my age were playing video games Or holding hands with their girlfriends, I was trying to get my dick s**ed They had dreams of going to college, I had dreams of going to stripclubs They bought books for school, I was buying packs of condoms Doing d** and f**ing s*uts just to get me through my problems By the time I turned 18, I was doing dirty sh** One time me and four of my homies g**ned a chick We f**ed her one at a time, she had no respect for herself Today I would've helped but back then I f**ed her well I was livin' in hell, I remember one summer night Some dude was trippin' at a party so I pulled out a knife And I almost stabbed him, I had a strap on me too But the homies held me back, I was a sick f**in' dude In school, they asked questions but I never pulled my hand up Instead, I walked through the school yard in handcuffs Escorted by cops, with a pocket full of guap And a backpack full of weed, the judge says I'm getting locked up for 40 months Instead I got sent to rehab, two years on probation For hustling the weed bags, but a few months before that I was smoking meth every day, staring into the eyes of d**h Lord take me away 'Cuz I was dating this special girl, used to love her with a pa**ion I had dreams of getting married with her, my life was so romantic But she f**in' went psycho, and I lost all my compa**ion I wanted to k** us both, and burn up our caskets A few years later, I gave love another chance And it all went to hell, Lord please help me understand What the f** is wrong with me, I just wanted to be loved But I was out doing d**, meeting random s*uts at the club One time I f**ed a different girl, every day for two weeks And I was 25 years old, different women in my sheets I had threesomes, f**ed with married women who had three sons I f**ed strippers, p**nstars, f** em' and I would leave em' I was crazy, no emotions in me I was so lost, all my friends were having babies I was hanging from a cross, it was like I was fighting a war with no weapons in my hands It's like I knew where to go, but I was walking on quicksand And I knew I needed help, but I didn't trust anyone else So I looked into my heart and I fell in love with myself And it was then when I realized that if you can't love yourself How do you expect girls to love you, how can you survive hell if you don't believe in heaven? My heaven was in my heart, my insecurities were demons Trying to tear my angels apart, I know you wanna change You just don't know where to start, but if you look into your heart you'll see happiness ain't that far [Hook: Asia Brown] Oh, oh, feeling like you're lost but then you'll find your way, find your way 'Cuz there's a sun shining the light up on your day You're feeling like you're lost but then you'll find your way, no, no, no 'Cuz there's a sun shining the light up on your days