J West - ZzzQuill lyrics

[Hook] I've been drinking dosage after dosage getting high off all this ZzzQuill Hoping one of these times it might actually make me feel like my life is not a mess as I'm sitting in this stress So i'm just trying to forget you so that my life can progress [Verse 1] I thought we'd be forever, now forever is never You took my heart and would sever even when i tried endeavor Could make my day with a text, but you call me your ex All this had me feeling vex, cause you moved on to your next Dang, and this was never the plan and now I'm stuck here feeling lonely with some one night stands And now I'm feeling down, feeling blue, wishing you had knew what we could've grown to be but thats one thing i'll never see! I'm screaming for the love but it seems like no one can hear, transmitting through the stereo but the signal isn't clear And never finding love is something that i truly fear, I'm sinking into the depression like i stepped off of a pier! And I'm gone, as I'm drowning in this ocean Living everyday but I'm just going through the motions I keep on telling myself that I'm going through a phase Close my eyes think a second, find a better place and just drink... [Hook] Dosage after dosage getting high off all this ZzzQuill Hoping one of these times it might actually make me feel like my life is not a mess as I'm sitting in this stress So i'm just trying to forget you so that my life can progress [Verse 2] They say that hearts that love the most are hearts that have been broken That's why I saw a light in you I saw you as my token I thought you'd be my oxygen until I started choking You told me that you loved me now I know that you were joking! You said that we're not meant to be were better off as friends but you left out the F-R-I and we came to an end! Laying on my bedroom floor praying that it was pretend typing up a million texts but never hitting send I know that I'm emotional a s**er for the love our relation was a test and I chose all of the above But now we're separated and its you i'm thinking of, and I know i've got to let you go is if you were a dove So if you ever hear this, this is finally my goodbye I just downed an entire bottle and I think I'm about to die I told you I had a problem and you thought it was a lie But now I've overdone it and you still will not reply. Why? [Hook] Dosage after dosage getting high off all this ZzzQuill Hoping one of these times it might actually make me feel like my life is not a mess as I'm sitting in this stress So i'm just trying to forget you so that my life can progress Peace