J-Son - Goodbye lyrics

Got it this time uhuh No lie, I'm in a fruitful place But I was here thinking about you today My heart finna lose the same gon' moved away Can't wait till I return Wuddup gate the church For now my roots are being planted deep in the dirt Dirt so I'm reminded of purpose again I'd better serve you if I'm a better servant of him So to all my brothers and sisters No, not a day goes by that I'm not reminded I miss you The city's the only thing I've known See the look on his face When I tell my brother I'm really gone Tears rolling down our face Hugging like I'm never leaving but knowing I got a gift And the more that I think about it, the tighter becomes the grip The brother standing around is the love this feeling astounding Too many names to mention but you're the reason I'm grounded yea And I know it's strange But I know His aim's To glorify His holy name as I go through these growing pains Man, leaving St. Louis has been One of the most difficult things I've had to do To leave the city I love The people I love But I gotta follow the god I love Goodbye Ever had to say that to everything you know Cause in your spirit you're feeling the lord telling you go go woah Smell it? Fear seeping through my pores second guessing he said it Send me a sign Is it your voice? I really can't tell Is it my connection? My signal keeps sending me fail Failure yea led by the spirit into to the wilderness he painted on me You ain't hearing Tears coming down my wifey's eyes We got no friends and I'm Feeling like nothing I can do to dry those cries Got it all wrong this time Feeling so tired Feeling like why I'm following you? She's following me What we gonna do? What's it gonna be? She done left all of her family And she's fighting although she's hurting I know that you're truly with us Spirit is truly working producing something within us yea No this ain't strange 'cause I know your aim's To glorify your holy name as we go through these growing pains For me my wife and my family to be stripped away from everything we've known It's been hard But we're testaments to the fact that god brings growth Through our pains