J Rush - Life Cut Short lyrics

{Verse 1] I got a homie I know He's got a lot on his chest His pops lay down in a grave His mother's been heaven sent ANd he tries hard to forget What happened on the night But ever since his parents died he isn't feeling right Hearing slams right from downstairs he know that something bout to pop He makes a move down for the stair and then he hears a couple shots Here's another then he stops He doesn't make a move at all And now he's fearing for his life, cause every one he loves is gone Memories flooding in He can't have them no more He gets a tear in his eye And then he falls to the floor Asking god why did this happen , what comes after this He walks into his father's room goes up and then grabs the 6 Doesn't think about it, what he gonna do with it All he knows is that he doesn't wanna live like this Maybe he could make some money, hit a couple licks This ain't where the story ends this is where it begins This is where it begins So he's got a little money and he's feeling like the man now Used to have real feelings but since that day he just can't now And every weekend for him it's another man down And every weekday it's another home that's ran down And now he got a homie that goes by the name of Terrance They been thieving on the low, if they get caught, they isn't caring Cause what do they got to lose, they been stripped of everything Every relative, every friend, like every diamond rings They share feelings with each other bout how when they had it all Had their ups, had their downs, had their rises, had their falls But now that's over because all they do is ball And now they selling paraphenalia, they stacking tall One day Terrance told him how he caught a couple bodies Told him he shot a father and somebody's mommy Rocky don't wanna believe him but he knows it's true He said "My mother was pregnant, do you think that's funny?" Now do you think that's funny? I was finna have a little brother I would have him, he would have me, and we would have each other And now It's hard for him to breathe, and so he starts to stutter All he knows is that this Terrance dude is finna suffer All he knows now is the past, and his breathings getting heavier Do you think about the things I just want to say to her? And my father who was never home because he always worked And my sibling who was never born, you know how much that hurt Do you know about the pain a youngin always feel inside Do you know about the memories that make me wanna die See you ruined my future, life, past and present See you messed up my whole life Terrance you finna learn a lesson See I thought you were my homie, man I thought we were a team But you really k**ed my childhood and my whole family So I will pull out my gun, finna let these bullets spring And you gonna let it happen, you ain't finna say a thing You ain't finna say a thing