J.Redd - Get Lost lyrics

[Intro] Bruh I'm telling you these n***as ain't sh** like me bruh like Im some other kind of Man God created me a whole nother different type of n***a Man like these motherf**ers can't even start thinking kind of the sh** i think bruh Im on some other sh** man I swear to God like [Hook] Heaven or hell which way you gon go sh** whichever one need me I told them my brain was crowded with problems they didn't believe me Everyone who said they'd love me forever slowly been leaving Maybe it's you maybe it's me sh** I don't believe this But f** that a n***a pissed off Did everything I could and it went wrong Ran to the edge damn near slipped off I was on the tip and damn near slip off Pour a cup Ima drink until I drift off Pour another cup drink until I drift off With all of these thoughts in my head I just really wanna get lost [Verse] I'm sitting here drinking and thinking bout all of the d** that I never experienced They say that the high is amazing I been contemplating I want the experience The love was amazing when we started dating but lately Im not really feeling it Despite all the sh** I been putting you through I still wanna father your children I wish I could murder my grandmothers k**er but it was the cancer that did it She used to just listen to all of my venting whenever i got in my feelings [Bridge] And they lying in they raps n***as jumping out the wood work trying to rap talking bout you sold d** You ain't never been a dealer Ima keep this a hundred i ain't never did it either never said it in a song i was jumping through the window Taking whatever i want b**h i got some sticky fingers If its on then its on boy dont let me catch you slipping Everybody is a victim when a n***a pockets empty whoa [Hook] Heaven or hell which way you gon go sh** whichever one need me I told them my brain was crowded with problems they didn't believe me Everyone who said they'd love me forever slowly been leaving Maybe it's you maybe it's me sh** I don't believe this But f** that a n***a pissed off Did everything I could and it went wrong Ran to the edge damn near slipped off I was on the tip and damn near slip off Pour a cup Ima drink until I drift off Pour another cup drink until I drift off With all of these thoughts in my head I just really wanna get lost [Verse] Thought of suicde never pulled the trigger Hannah walking round town say she pregnant with my lil one Never seen a ultrasound never made a doctors visit 18 years old felt like i just started living Ima keep this sh** a hundred i ain't ready for no children Know it sound f**ed up baby girl we gotta k** em Found out it was twins make me wish i never hit her 500 dollars spent at the abortion clinic whoa [Bridge] And they lying in they raps n***as jumping out the wood work trying to rap talking bout you sold d** You ain't never been a dealer Ima keep this a hundred i ain't never did it either never said it in a song i was jumping through the window Taking whatever i want b**h i got some sticky fingers If its on then its on boy dont let me catch you slipping Everybody is a victim when a n***a pockets empty whoa [Hook] Heaven or hell which way you gon go sh** whichever one need me I told them my brain was crowded with problems they didn't believe me Everyone who said they'd love me forever slowly been leaving Maybe it's you maybe it's me sh** I don't believe this But f** that a n***a pissed off Did everything I could and it went wrong Ran to the edge damn near slipped off I was on the tip and damn near slip off Pour a cup Ima drink until I drift off Pour another cup drink until I drift off With all of these thoughts in my head I just really wanna get lost Heaven or hell which way you gon go sh** whichever one need I told them my brain was crowded with problems they didn't believe me Everyone who said they'd love me forever slowly been leaving Maybe it's you maybe it's me sh** I don't believe this Heaven or hell which way you gon go sh** whichever one need I told them my brain was crowded with problems they didn't believe me Everyone who said they'd love me forever slowly been leaving Maybe it's you maybe it's me sh**