J.R. - Hide & Seek lyrics

[Chuuwee] Verse 1: YO You live in a fairy tale reality You want to be a fabricated fallacy You recreated yourself, 'cause you hated yourself That's pressure from everybody around me Running away from yourself you can't face yourself Screaming out loud how the hell have you found me You rearranged yourself never defaced yourself But you know how hurtful them put downs be But you still kind of know who you are You became what you wasn't cause you know what you wanted Though it probably wasn't meant for you it ain't in the stars You wasn;t trying to hear that cause you really want it What really makes us all different another guy Another kid trying to live life survive hype But noone ever knows what be running through yo mind I was looking in the mirror looking in my own eyes [St3wart KooL]Chorus x2: Sometimes i play games inside my mind When i was younger i used to hide From all my problems and hope that i Would never find them [CHUUWEE] Verse 2: I walk around fresh out of a dream Barely out of puberty but feelin 22 Young gun loaded full of cum Wild teen never dumb just goofy and making the wrong moves Walkin' like a man standing in the wrong shoes Thinkin' what if i have kids they'll be just like you Thinkin' money over b**hes thinkin' just like you Met a woman thinking marriage and i just might do it Heart break and cherish, two nights in Paris Day dreams apparently and that's when i was 17 Wet dreams of these hoes in my P.E. Cla** Forever chasing some a** i was a young gun Never dumb fully loaded full of cum And that ain't really change till i turned 21 Reflecting on my past like im turnin' 30 sumn Im just thinking bout how far i've come [St3wart KooL]Chorus: [CHUUWEE]Bridge x2: Back in the days when i was young full of cum Back in the days when i was dumb diddy dumb never Back in the days when i was young full of cum Though back in the day was never dumb diddy dumb never [CHUUWEE] Spoken Word Verse: As i come out of this shell, this hellhole this jail This cell i was confined to as a child As i regain self awareness i run wild As i run rampant i run free Free of my fears and free of my doubt I go forth with the utmost integrity I let go of anything holding me back or down For an enlightened man does not fear, Therefore i fear nothing I've played Hide & Seek with my disbelieves for too long now And i am found in my new mentality, as i go forth END