J. Pinder - Pilgrimage lyrics

[Verse 1: Pinder] Yo, touch the sky we always reaching for things that's impossible Why you do that? You know that's uncomplable Seem doubts, unstoppable Obstacles, no matter where you go Go so hard then end up in the hospital You in the waiting room, gotta wait your turn Doctor, doctor can you help me? Man I'm so confused A lot of times I don't know what to do, uh I'm coming in low, I ain't got too much control They always tell me to drive slow I don't listen, tell them no Amy Winehouse is dead, out here sniffin all the blow Am I in over my head? Out here tryna steal the show Can I get a little dough? That's all I'm really asking for Couple models, couple bottles, thing of ice to keep it cold Can play the whole night, underneath the city lights What happens here stays here, swallow cyanide If they ask you any questions, you ain't prepared to answer You ain't prepared to live this, who really is? Even though you so gifted, yeah you the sh** This game will k** you, you ain't know it You mad innocent But in the end, this conversation in our mind is what we dealing with All the damn time, got me thinking that I'm ill, I'll sick Hand to forehead I hope you're feeling it [Hook] I hope you're feeling it, I, I hope you're feeling it (I'm feeling it) I get lost sometimes, I don't know where to go I know, the realness is, the pilgrimage, the mission there's The realest trip, let's go [Verse 2: Pinder] All the way, I half-a** my own work sometimes Gotta dig deep to find these rhymes I thought that, the hard work was in my work itself I found something quickly changed my mind See my chick, she fine Couple degrees, she mine A dime and she give me what I need every time I fly in I'm out on that road, out of the mold I ain't like these other n***as, in fact, I'm out of control Insecurities, on the other side of the phone Rightfully so, I put her through something that's so unknown But in the moment, (I Dont see it) I'm unhappy (I dont need this) Am I in over my head? Go hard or should I leave it? To music I pledge allegiance, prides my biggest weakness Know it, I should have listened, I don't want to feel defeated I'm lost, but in the end, I'm still feelin it [Hook] x2