J.L. of B. Hood - No Chill lyrics

[Verse 1] Where do I begin, confused bout where to start Does anybody know what to do with a heavy heart Follow me around as if I invited the dark And it seem like everything in my life is falling apart I go hard but I feel like I'm goin' nowhere fast Fog on the future, hanging onto the past Doin' odd jobs trying to pick up some spare cash Cuttin' my ties, All of you n***as wearin' a mask Voila, judging character qualities, you don't qualify To sit inside the circle with simple simples, you gotta die In the kitchen cookin' an appetite Imma satisfy Independent pushing, suppose you pussies be mad at my Hustle, look I'm all about doin' whatever feel right You can see us movin', it's growin', it's lookin' real tight Honestly you don't understand the struggle in real life Wanna be me? Wanna know what it feel like? It feel like I might've broken my chill bu*ton Temper gettin' short, I'm always wantin' to k** something Probably ain't the safest for anybody, for real, frontin' Highly educated, a naughty noggin', I feel nothin' Real f**in' funny they right in front of my face Take a bunch of money to ever defend a case I ain't got it to debate, I'm goin' like 'what a pace' Got a pain that wanna cripple me, I been walkin' by faith Losin' my religion, whatever clouded my vision I just took it to the altar, walkin' away forgiven Make a real life change, revisit making revisions When you never take a risk, never make a decision what good is living? Believing you missin' the benefits When you in the dark, there's beauty in all this See cause without darkness light doesn't exist Gettin' harder to resist this side of me always trips Ying yang young restless aggressive sh** Things bring out the worst or the best of sh** Put the worst in a verse, in the precipice People love it when you HURT, and confessin' it It's a pity but it's real Know it's a reason I been through hell Missed a couple of mils, feel puzzled and ill When nobody around me I really feel From this moment forward: no filter, no chill [JL Speaking] No chill anymore, things are getting said sh** is getting did... why not? I feel like... I can't be stopped Feel like... [Verse 2] Everyone of us wanna be special But now-a-days it's rare to converse with an intellectual Tension everywhere that I go the sh**'ll get stressful We'll take away the guns from this n***as just gonna wrestle Kinda complicated, it f** up my concentration I ain't got no chronic it might be a confrontation I been trying write myself right through the frustration Find a way when trying to catch up to what you chasin' I'm being silent, thinkin' violent I spot a stake and I always will keep eye on it It's hard to trust in anyone, I get tired of trying it The booth is like a compa**, so f** it, I'll probably die in it My soldiers fallen, tears'll never slow up Sippin' something hoping that my shoulders hold up I been up since seven something, sippin' Take a second, know the recipe Not where the bakin' soda Ain't no song like a bunch of Sundays tryna make it over listen [JL Speaking] Y'all can't tell me nothing! I been doin this! I put my blood, sweat, and tears into this! I'm just getting' better bro! Gotta respect it. Symptoms!