J.K. The Reaper - Suicide Note lyrics

[Intro] f** you f** yo dumba** thoughts f** yo dumba** dreams You ain't doing sh** You know, look at me Like I ain't doing sh** n***a f** you n***a f** everything you stand for n***a You took it all, I wanna die now f** you, I wanna cry now f** you, I wanna cry now Shed a tear for my unborn kid All my ex's they can die now All my ex's they can die now Satan pulled up in a brand new whip f** it, I'mma take a ride now I hold so much evil inside now Don't even know what it look like outside now f** a b**h, I k** the b**h And then f** the beast, that's my style I'm kidding though But I'm not though I hate it here I can't cope These fake smiles, I hate those These handshakes, I hate those Want to make it rain with your blood Don't get wet, need a poncho Your happiness is gay to me I envy it cause I'm suicidal I think of d**h like every day I need god, I don't a bible I don't need your help, I need a rifle Start a army with anybody that thinks like I do I hate you cause you so depressing I love you cause you so depressing I hate you cause you so depressing So depressing, so depressing, depressing I love you cause you so depressing I hate you cause you so depressing I love you cause you so depressing So depressing, so depressing, depressing I don't know why I be stressing This song is so f**ing depressing I thought it would make me feel better But no... I cry at night, hope I die at night I've been .. twice on an overdose (?) I've been .. coke (?) I done f** hoes I done jump n***as I did got jump Shed a lot of tears I done been to jail I done been to hell So now what? f** life, rap sad boys I feel empty, I feel immortal This is not a plea I don't want your pity sh**ty n***as straight from the city Want a pretty girl, straight from the dark And she loves rappers ... (?) Tell her shut up just bring it to me Are you rapping or you f**ing singing to me? Man you n***as k** me You a waste of living You a waste of space And you shoudln't have children Goddamn I don't know why I speak anymore My vision is something you couldn't ignore You f*ggots is sleeping, I'm sick of your snore I don't even know why I been trying anymore Man, f**! [Outro] Man, this beat stupid This song's stupid The world is stupid Your b**h stupid Your teacher's stupid Teaching you stupid sh** This whole sh** is just f**ing stupid I hate all of you motherf**ers Your f**ing outfit stupid I'm tired of f**ing walking in the room and all of you motherf**ers give me this f**ing stupid look n***a you stupid! f**ing looking at me .... The f** you looking at, man?!