J.K. The Reaper - Nameless lyrics

[Hook] You never had a name, 1st thing I say is "I'm Sorry" I never heard of pain until I woke up in-I woke up in that morning And I never got to meet yooou, I never got to see yooou, You never go to be yooou Never got to be you Never got to be you Never got to be you [Verse 1] Tell me, what do I do this for? b**h I'm still f**ing poor & money rules the world And I'm a slave to this sh**, but I put my heart in this sh** And yea y'all listen sometimes But no one could ever grasp the black that spreads & poison my mind I'm startin' to think everything is evil We breathe the flames of the Devil But yet we claim we're so Godly; drop bodies deep with the shovel Lost my soul at 11 & no b**h I ain't sell it I just been hurt, swear to god ain't no tellin' I wanna k** everything, make sure it ain't no survivors I love it/I hate it, I'm 2 Face, I'm bipolar, I'm crazy I'm paranoid/lazy. Trippin' cause my vision is hazey Everybody wanna know where I'm going it's too much bullsh** to focus Damn.... and I think I'm sick I don't give a f** yo s** my dick Everything changed I'm in a maze f**in' lost as sh** s** my dick I don't give a f** yo s** my dick Everything changed I'm in a maze f**in' lost as sh** [Hook] [Excerpt] I used to be one of those guys that'd just snowboard through his life, with no focus what-so-ever... -When did you change? ....About 5 minues ago -Every pa**ing minute is another chance to turn it all around [Verse 2] If I ever got to name you, I'd probably name you 'Blessing' It was only for the better This world it just wasn't ready I just I wish you could get this message as a letter to my unborn child Just to remember each second I kiss your mother & smile We live & struggle but how could I ever hold you down? I barely ever get it, I hate this f**in' life & I barely even live it Until I'm in eternal sleep & I see you in cradle I Love You....Nameless