J.J Beats - Eyes Open (In A Hailstorm) lyrics

(intro) Yeah this song goes out to someone who i think about all the time. I miss you (Hook) My eyes are open I think i woke up in a hailstorm Night fires are burning But I can't help but wonder if you'll keep me warm (Verse One) It's been a couple months since the last time we had spoken Eyes are open feeling broken, the futures seeming hopeless Tried to reach you recently now I'm coping with the fact You'll probably never hit me back it really s**s to know this Got no option but to move on I take it day by day Trying to see though shades of grey this sh** just stays the same And I know there ain't a dame alive that can compare to you So in ways I fear the truth that you won't come save the day You'd probably say I made my grave like a wolf was once told Changed the way I play the game now on a single hunch fold Try to shake a bunch of old memories but still they come up I love them but I hate it lying awake after sun up In the past I was a dumb f** this time I did right Stayed mature with no spite still we had a kid fight Like I would of moved there and left behind my music But its all I have without you and it helps the pain to use it (Hook) (Verse Two) Nowadays I'm pushing harder I can't afford to lose The only other thing I've loved but never more then you I'll ignore the gold and j**els I'm just looking for respect Later on I will need cheques but by then I'll tour for food Least that's the game-plan ya see i ain't the same man Who thought unrealistically and played with just a lame hand If you gave a damn enough to listen you would notice That even though I'm brokeish I really do spit dope sh** And money isn't everything I know that you think differently But to me being happy beats a job got off a sh** degree Remembering our history I wonder if your missing me That remains a mystery to this MC who rips the beat I bet that you'd be pissed to see the day your proven wrong Funny cause its always you who helps me make my moving songs Your my biggest inspiration what everything comes down to The one thing that I've found true I'm happiest around you (Hook) (Verse Three) I really hope this ain't the end your both my love and greatest friend If history repeats one day we'll make amends Maybe this time break the trend of us drifting apart That's a rift that my heart probably couldn't take again If it even handles this I need a ma**ive lift Just to wake up cause I'd rather sleep and reimagine bliss Every week that pa**es is in itself a struggle Without you theres no magic in my life I'm just a muggle Locked inside a room thoughts comprised of gloom Trying to block them out until I get lost inside a tune Which reflects the way I'm feeling and get put up on replay I'm always rocking NGA or in a Hopsin kind of mood A lot of times thats cool with me a break from the hail Which pounds the coffin which I cough in as I wait for the nail Then I take and inhale holding your memory tight The energy it sends to me extends a brief light (Hook x2)