J Fly - High School lyrics

Welcome to a new life..i sear to God I seeing all the good and the bad..one now im living right now Stuck up in the pa**..thinking about my dad man that n** never come around...he stuck up in the dope world Night never had enoug...cause my mommy never had a job....now of days man is so hard to get a job. hight school days never was the cool kids Girl never like me I never had the new sh**...i try to play ball but the teacher cut me off I try to run treck but a n***a pa** out the girl that I love her n** knock me out..so I start to skip school just to stay in my room..walking in public but still feel alone and I start to hate myself I bland it all on god.i pray to go every night he will come and take my life....ever had a better day everyday some crazy sh**...tear fail in my eyes feel like the rain full I try to talk to my mom she call me gofball...so many pain n** can't even think right ...never got A cause a n** alway skipng cla** I sear to god I hate my life I wish I had a gun to take my mother f**ing life I smoke weed every night just to feel right..and some time I go to sleep did't had sh** to eat just the drunk and the weed that I smoke inside of me...