J-Dubb - Never Sober lyrics

[Eightball] Larger than life itself, Big Ball the MC Mad at the world, f** 'em all if you ask me Deaf dreamin', fightin' demons in my sleep I can't fold, cause it's my soul that they seek They take the weak, quicker than most n***as can speak I'm a soldier in this sh**, f** with me and see defeat Hard liquor, and potent dope help a n***a cope I heard somebody ask why I wrote what I wrote Lord don't live here no more, that's my explanation In reality I live the days of revelations Deep sedation, a thousand feet above the earth Cursed, I never knew what my own life was worth Ain't no turnin' back, in deeper than I thought I was Lookin' for a buzz, that I can't get from d** Ridin', cause if you don't ride you die Ain't no time for bein' fly, ain't no time for askin' why Dippin' and dodgin', n***as trippin' and flaugin' Don't believe until my mob invade they secret garden Right and wrong, fantasy against reality Me against me, now who will claim victory? [Hook] Got a chip up on my shoulder And it's got me puffin' doja It's so hard to get over But I stay true cause I'm a soldier Playas love me, s**as hate me Wanna pull they straps and blaze me But still I keeps my composure (And stay high 'til I die) I'm never sober [Rappin' 4-Tay] Evil minds linger despite your destination It's pitiful, critical when murder's the occupation Went from the projects to four rooms and a loft 50 inch screens, no more triple beams, oh man it cost to be the boss Confederates, they're still tryin' to frame us Welcome to lifestyles of the black and famous We gets deeper than the Beta Breakers The more we flip the scripture Dubb it's like the more they hate us Deep as the abyss, more potent than a spliff, catch three strikes you out No matter how much you makin', no matter how much clout Livin' in Hell on Earth, just keep your hustle tight To all my doggs posted, hope you get your paper right Them late nights and gang fights just keepin' a n***a reminiscin' Drunker than a motherf**er, takin' a long a** piss From beanies to bossalinis, we used to struggle Surprise, right before they eyes all my n***as bubble [Hook] Got a chip up on my shoulder And it's got me puffin' doja It's so hard to get over But I stay true cause I'm a soldier Playas love me, s**as hate me Wanna pull they straps and blaze me But still I keeps my composure (And stay high 'til I die) I'm never sober [J-Dubb] Say I'm a second cla** citizen in the world we livin' in Where them dilligent and militant prepare my mind for the real event Can't fade us or faze us, them black invaders and raiders KKK'ers is haters and players but never leave they trailors n***as is major, I get bread, f** them fakers In the mind they wanna rape us, to Hell they wanna take us Make no mistakers, they got game like the Lakers With plans to play us, desecrate us, annialate us Leavin' us breakers, upon rules and laws And exposin' our flaws, and have us trapped behind bars With n***as it's hard, whole lives been ripped apart And shot in the dark, compromisin' with cold hearts Providin' them foot soldiers, they took us over And made us slaves in the land of devils, hand to shovel Now we got a debt to settle, pa** the metal I'm hot as a kettle, 'bout to take it to the next level [Hook] Got a chip up on my shoulder And it's got me puffin' doja It's so hard to get over But I stay true cause I'm a soldier Playas love me, s**as hate me Wanna pull they straps and blaze me But still I keeps my composure (And stay high 'til I die) I'm never sober