J Dilla - Sounds Like Love, Scuba's Travels lyrics

Things get confusing, we get distracted and become confused On a path asking what to do? drops of rain hitting like thoughts consistently And endlessly, Brainstorm above the norm, abnormal thoughts Liquor and weed provide the mix of what my perspective is How I perceive things in this confused view, it's the idiot tube when I view what I do Still Im amazed and amused, by these visions in blue Reactions to Unconscious Distractions Lacking action in my thinking, Missing reflection in my actions Its like i dont know who I am, In this world Lost On my path hoping for blind faith, but walking blind like Im avoiding the light Something's got a hold on my soul, my moves 1,2 1,2 My brain's not a computer, and I ain't perfect I make mistakes and mistake my purpose Things that I value ofcourse, then become worthless And Railroads Deep Circle surface mental I build in my dreams and travel while awake Awake in a DreamState was the reason for #SubmarineOperations And now that I have that as the foundation Why am I here, Waiting? or am I just wasting? What's patience without perseverance? I fear the path before me, and truthfully Im glad Im scared... Cause I believe it means something... Blind faith has been on my mind, but what am I putting my faith in Real Love involves blind trust, but what am I putting my trust in And As real as this could be, should be, and would be, I can't say I'd be shocked if it amounts to nothing.. Comfortable sleep is the only time I have peace, and its the cousin of d**h The room is spinning while I lay down with one foot on the ground Trashcan full of my fluids and I'd rather not mention it Theres also a water bottle or two, and a flyer from church And I add that in there cause truthfully, thats why Im hurt Im hurt cause the best of me is in the trash