J Dilla - Insecure lyrics

[Verse 1]: I get involved with people so they don't diminish Yet I can't find peace, my trigger finger itching 25 to life is a sentence I can't finish Better yet a bid, I'm trying to feed my kids Egocentric with the style and the name Bigger picture when your kid find a feel for the game Hendricks influenced the way my light shines Father-Time is fed up, reason I always fight time Stomach empty from the lack motivation and depression Either that or I'm ill minded with the pen I put pressure in Faces fades and the days get more difficult Tried to f** me up in my vision peripheral How in the hell? Managed to get past my execution date Ate 9 times outta ten I'm a food fanatic On the verge on dying, you would think that I'm an addict Losing sleep over beats, been so long that I been at it [Hook]: Why do I feel so insecure? Tell the reason you're living for At the right time With the right mind You can really find the answers to it [Verse 2]: I'm never scheming I'm jotting down through the seasons I could help you find the pieces But I don't with f** police, is It as strange the way of life and I see things Happen overnight Like Kanye up in the spotlight So many lives that I cherish through a musical genre Provided me advice to get me out of problems Beat machines, upbeat tempo percussion After a few listens I wanted nothing else but it Forget the hype we need poets but I'll hop on a trap beat and destroy it This game is nothing to toy with A hundred fuegos coming straight for your dome piece Forgive me for my wrongs and this world that I'm exposing [Hook] [Bridge]: Man I can't believe all of the things that I've provided Mark up plus the details got me thinking its a process Staring out the window and I'm trapped inside my mind it's Hard to see these people go like I don't ever mind it