[Intro: J Dawg] 5/11/81 the day mama was screaming tryna release a demon Push baby push the doctor keep repeating, he almost comin' I can almost see 'em (Young Hogg) [Hook: Dallas Bloacker] It's all on you, no matter what you going through Just know that you still around, yeah heaven making sure that you still around Talking about you, no matter what you going through It's a reason that you standing yeah you still around For my soldier still some falling yeah you still around I'm a hold it down [Verse 1: J Dawg] Yeah it's been a longtime comin' Reminiscin' while I'm flippin' on these 4's trunk hummin' Diamonds pressin' up against that wood grain wheel Sometimes I still feel like this can't be real Touch screen system got a hog feeling lazy Drank ain't helpin' me cush so crazy Hoes blowing up my phone "f** you pay me" A couple years back they use to act like they hate me Now when they see me they act like they want to rape me b**hes so shady only let them eat my babies n***as ain't no better I couldn't even get a letter Sittin in that Pen no friends, no cheddar Came home to less I had when I was in there f** it now I'm out here a n***a can't win now Naw, My kind made to shine like diamonds J DAWG young hog 1 of H-Town's finest [Hook x2: Dallas Bloacker] [Verse 2: J Dawg] Yeah and this the part that I dreamed of, I wish Pat was still here Back then it wasn't' clear, back then we couldn't see pain in the way Too much pain in our way and we was stuck in our ways Be straight, and yeah them dudes got paid Even dough we earned them stripes, damn it cost you your life You got me like, was it really worth it Naw I want my n***a back, d**h he didn't deserve it sh** and all reality is, he gone rest in peace homie I Love u 4 real Yeah and I'm a mourn u 'til I join u again and I'm a shine until d**h put my 4's in the wind I'm on the freeway smashing like I'm on the back streets Tell the laws to eat a dick b**h this here 4 P-A-T I'm smoking like a broke stove, drinking like a fish Get at me J Dawg in the mix out the bricks n***a [Hook]