J. Cole - Apparently lyrics

Oh right, oh Oh why na-da-da-da I keep my head high I got my wings to carry me I don't know freedom I want my dreams to rescue me I keep my faith strong I ask the lord to follow me I've been unfaithful I don't know why you call on me This is my canvas I'ma paint it how I want it baby, oh I This is my canvas I'ma paint it, paint it, paint it, how I want it n***a f**k you cause there There is no right or wrong Only a song I like to write alone Be in my zone Think back to Forest Hills, no perfect home But the only thing like home I've ever known Until they snatched it from my mama And foreclosed her on the loan I'm so sorry that I left you there to deal with that alone I was up in New York City chasin' panties gettin' dome Had no clue what you was goin' through How could you be so strong? And how could I be so selfish, I know I can be so selfish I could tell by how I treat you with my girl Damn she so selfless, but she put up with my way Because she loves me like you do And though it do not always show I love her just like I love you And I need to treat you better Wish you could live forever, so we could spend more time together Oh right, oh Oh why na-da-da-da I keep my head high I got my wings to carry me I don't know freedom I want my dreams to rescue me I keep my faith strong I ask the lord to follow me I've been unfaithful I don't know why you call on me Apparently, you believe in me, you believe in me Apparently, you believe in me and I thank you for it Another day another rhyme ho Another day another time zone Today I woke up feelin' horny so it's only right I got two b**ches playin' on my trumbone Keep up, never sure where the words would take me n***as eat em up, and regurgitate me sh*t jumped tight never slurred it lazy Give em' words and the urge to raise me n***a please Best friends really make great for enemies My watch came n***as can't wait for one of these I see you n***a, this ain't no Rolex, it's a AP n***a I'm hot dog, catch up to me n***a Uh, couldn't resist Aim for the stars and I sh*t in the mist But I was ridin' on fumes so I stopped by the moon Now I'm sittin' on the hood of this b**ch Like thanks for the view Waitin' on thanks from a few cause without me you wouldn't exist You know that sh*t gave you the blueprint don't forget Cole is your phone on zero percent Going off, now n***as showin' off n***as swear they hard but they flowin' soft I'm taking off like boing on a big a** Boeing Gettin' head like a coin toss Too easy Oh right, oh Oh why na-da-da-da I keep my head high I got my wings to carry me I don't know freedom I want my dreams to rescue me I keep my faith strong I ask the lord to follow me I've been unfaithful I don't know why you call on me Apparently, you believe in me, you believe in me Apparently, you believe in me and I thank you for it