J. Cole - Window Pain (Outro) lyrics

[Intro] One night when I-when me my mom We was about to go to bed All the doors was locked Then when I had fell asleep My mom had-had heard three, um Gunshots, it was to my cousin, um His name was [Rond?]--the one that kept hittin' me up He been shot right through the face Right in the neck And he got shot right in the stomach [Chorus] I put my hand to the sky, I sing Grateful for the blessings you bring Thank you for the ones I love Forgive me for the times I was down and confused I know what I reap is what I will sow Once again I find myself back with you from my hell All I ever wanted was to hear them b**hes holler back Get some money plus respect and now look, I got all of that All I wanna do is see my granny on the other side All I wanna do is k** the man that made my momma cry All I wanna do is touch a platinum plaque and celebrate All I wanna do is keep my n***as out the yellow tape All I wanna do is see my granny on the other side All I wanna do is k** the man that made my momma cry [Verse] Right now I'm starin' out the window of my Range and contemplating, am I sane? Have I sacraficed for fame? My occuptation's on my brain Thought that I could change it all if I had changed But the n***as that I came up with way back is still the same I be tryna give 'em game like Santa did when Christmas came They be listenin' but it's clear to me they did not hear a thing It go in one ear and out the other like a bullet out the muzzle of a pistol shot by brothers standin' point-blank range n***as bang in the Ville, I always thought that sh*t was strange How you claim blood or cuz when that was just a LA thing? I don't mean no disrespect towards your set, no, I'm just sayin' That it seem like for acceptance n***as will do anything n***as will rep any gang, n***as will bust any head n***as will risk everything, point him out and then he dead Shootin' up where his granny live, blow, blow, his granny duck He don't give a f*ck, he's on Henny and Xanny duff Blowin' Tammy up, b**h, when you gonna give them panties up? He gon' plant a seed, but best believe he ain't man enough Just because yo' dick can spray semen, it don't mean that you ready to let go of yo' childish ways The results are deadly Because that child will suffer and that's what can most affect me The little girl I met this past summer said, "Don't forget me" I won't forget you, how could I with all you went through? A bullet hit yo' cousin in Temple while he was with you And while you was talkin', I was tearin' up, where's the tissue? If you was my sister then I would kiss you and tell you that I'm sorry for the pain you had to live through I know I'm blessed because yo' stress is realer than anything I done been through [Chorus] I put my hand to the sky, I sing Grateful for the blessings you bring Thank you for the ones I love Forgive me for the times I was down and confused I know what I reap is what I will sow Once again I find myself back with you from my hell All I ever wanted was to hear them b**hes holler back Get some money plus respect and now look, I got all of that All I wanna do is see my granny on the other side All I wanna do is k** the man that made my momma cry All I wanna do is touch a platinum plaque and celebrate All I wanna do is keep my n***as out the yellow tape All I wanna do is see my granny on the other side All I wanna do is k** the man that made my momma cry [Outro] It's not that big Well at least, um God had saved him 'cause he still alive So why do y'all think that bad stuff happen? Like why can't the world just be all nice things? Because God is tryna, um Warn-warn us or teach us a lesson that we need to learn Or he's tryna warn us of He's comin' back to, um, see us and take us home and redo the world He's comin' back to, um, have us be His children and for us to see Him for the first time so we can rejoice with Him and have our time And after we do that, he's gonna restart the world K.O.D Choose wisely!