J. Cole - The Confrontation lyrics

[Verse 1] Ok YOMP you need to sit down right now And I'll force feed you doctrine right now You see I am your poor self esteem And I'd like to think that I made you me But you left me high and you left me dry You looked me in the eyes and said I hope you commit suicide So I leave you like the Donner party Eat your bones up and say that I'm sorry When I'm going, I'm going for the night You said that ain't right, so we got in a fight Then you said you'd never come back, and I said that ain't right So now we'll see who's laughing at this joke, alright? But it really pains me when I see that your happy And I'm not trying to be the one who's getting sappy I see that you got a gun to my head But who will speak truth to you when I am dead? That's a trigger pull away from your happiness And where will you dump our body and abandon us So let me make my plea on why you need me to... *Gunshot* [Verse 2] Let me make it clear, I never needed you Every time I had a plan, you'd go and hit undo That's one step forward then three steps back So no that you're dead, I'm back on track The pool of your blood is gathering at my feet And I don't hear the sirens going off in the street I lost my self doubt so I get out alive And I'm trying to become friends with a man named pride I feel like I should feel bad that I just k**ed a part of me But that part hated me and wanted no part of me So I severed ties and made my own man I'm gonna succeed or do the best that I can I don't know why I have to justify my actions to a corpse But I've heard that you'd return and just get up and walk I'm really sick of being self conscious So the very thought of you just makes me nauseous Well I got to go, I'll leave you right there I'm sorry that I'm not sorry that you're in despair Enjoy your last breathe it made a better man It's what you tried to do to me, so you'll understand (Let it ride out Yep YOMP I am just different I am just different)