J. Cole - Live And Learn lyrics

[Intro] Disappear (ghost) [Verse 1: Salomon Faye] My mind spills to thrills and fills the void, k**s the noise You know the game build, destroy, Tetris Before you turn the phone off but then the phone dies There's no break for a black guy Blacklisted before they even wrote sh** Mad gifted before we even spoke the word In the beginning, it was just a word and the word was with God and the word was Allah Voilà but this ain't magic n***as die but it ain't tragic Its more natural new birth What if heaven is the new Earth? What if God is a bluebird, but can't fly cause he knows himself as the sky? I used to see rain as the proof I can cry with no fear, but now I gotta hide my own tears so I don't seem weak I don't even want to see me cause I don't know that n***a I don't owe that n***a To tell the truth, something to show that n***a That's why I love you because I know who you are That's why I look at you like I seen you before I recognize you from a hole in the wall That I punched in the wall because I'm so pissed off I meditate and try to calm myself I know anger only harm myself False alarm myself So many books I read to warn myself I want more myself Look at in the mirror I scorn myself Who am I? And am I really even here? I think it's time for me to disappear [Chorus: Salomon Faye & J. Cole] Cause I've been living way too long in the right or the wrong I'm as small as a fly with the sh** I'm on So keep going get lost I don't want to be found You won't see me if you looking around Cause I've been living way too long in the right or the wrong I'm as small as a fly with the sh** I'm on So keep going get lost I don't want to be found You won't see me if you looking around [Chorus: ?] Feel my pain Feel my pain, feel my force walk into the flame It will change you of course Don't be scared, I will be there where you are You don't know It's ok where you go [Verse 2: Salomon Faye] Yesterday I saw the ending of the end And I'm in it again Everything is on spin, I'm just caught in the wind Protectress, breathless, stress less The high got the Faye kinda restless Second guessing intent directions I get a kick out of the irony of my blessings Humerous in life, enormous as my sacrifice so it seems Then again [?] But a dollar and a dream and a model for the team Or a slogan for the soul How you living your just another soldier right? What I'm fighting for don't even know what I'm writing for Man this ain't even real life no more I'm on the edge and I got nothing but a song I'm lucky if the birds sing along [Chorus: Salomon Faye & J. Cole] Cause I've been living way too long in the right or the wrong I'm as small as a fly with the sh** I'm on So keep going get lost I don't want to be found You won't see me if you looking around Cause I've been living way too long in the right or the wrong I'm as small as a fly with the sh** I'm on So keep going get lost I don't want to be found You won't see me if you looking around [Chorus: ?] Feel my pain Feel my pain, feel my force walk into the flame It will change you of course Don't be scared, I will be there where you are You don't know It's ok where you go