J Church - I Have to Admit... lyrics

I have to admit it is going to be hard, It's already harder than I expected, I woke up this morning next to nothing, Arms holding nothing I won't try to stop you, I won't try to stop you, And because I still want you, I can't be friends with you I won't show you all the times I've sat at home and cried, I walked in the fog last night, For the first time it didn't make me feel alright, I won't try to stop you, I won't try to stop you, And because I still want you, I can't be friends with you I may keep the torch inside and try to be your friend, I walked by your house hoping for an exorcism, But I was proven wrong again and again I won't try to stop you, I won't try to stop you, And because I still need you, You are my best friend, It's already harder than I had expected, It's already harder than I had expected, It's already harder than I had expected, It's already harder than I had expected