J. Cardim - Good Day lyrics

Good Morning! My rent ain't paid but I'm alive y'all that's okay I had my Ipod on shuffle, heard one of my lines I said I'm like Gotti, Ghandi and god all combined damn I be spittin' some flames, How y'all doin? It's a beautiful day Verse I used to complain about my financial state, career sh** My girl trouble, now I don't hear sh** Peep this story, I went to work just to clear my desk And say goodbye to all the folks I left Then I seen my man, who always showed up to work with a smile We would kick it at lunchtime and I admired his style He was excited everyday, he was the first one there And we would always roll together though he rolled in a chair with wheels Cause he ain't walk in like about 3 years He said the accident had happened when he had a few beers Arguing with his wife, he never told me the story Until the day I looked defeated and he said that's when I needed it I asked him why he's always happy as Hell He said he's happy as Heaven with a story to tell He said: "Me and my girl was fightin' maybe she suspected cheatin' Cause I was, I was buzzed and there's times I almost beat her But I didn't, we was newlyweds, tight from junior high I was raised in Crown Heights, she grew up in Do or die And the night we was beefing, dog I ain't gon' even lie I said I hate u she said 'why don't you die?' I didn't mean it, but she checked my phone I was driving on the road, she like 'who the hell is this?' How am I supposed to know? 'It's that b**h you be with, n***a call her right now' I'm like chill girl calm the f** down Put your seat belt on, tears in her eyes 'how can you be so wrong? You still f**ing her?' I'm like nah, not really She swinging, I'm laughing, til she caught me in the eye I couldn't see, tried to switch lanes fast I said I tried Cause the next thing I know, I saw clouds in the sky I was laying on my back there was cars pa**ing by Heard the sirens, noise, wilding I was doing more than 60 Some people say God was with me I say he's always there, even though my girl looked so scared She started shaking on the stretcher then the next 90 seconds I was in the hospital, with the doc giving blessings Said my legs stopped working and my lady she was pregnant And we mighta saved the baby, what baby?? I was stressing like Save my lady we'll make another baby!! But we never got the chance Never said I love you all I got was a glance Life can't be this bad, yes it can! I was thinking at first She pa**ed and it couldn't be worse I went into trauma, my mama came Some nights inside my brain I dream I could've saved her but the dream just fades They tell me I'mma walk one day, and I can feel it 2 weeks ago, my right knee cap got back the feeling And my ankle started twitching dog this is not a game That's why I laugh when y'all be crying and complaining And I ain't saying you sound stupid But that day I met the boss You told me keep my fingers crossed and you knew I couldn't do it You beef about blocks you be trooping Life is hard but I ain't making excuses I just pray, I don't cry, I don't ask God why I watched my wife die, but He kept me alive and now I can still see her smile as I stare in my daughter's eyes And say thanks for my child yo everyday is a good day."