J. Cardim - Clothes On A Mannequin lyrics

[Talking] Good Evening {*clears throat*} Ladies and gentlemen I'd like to welcome everybody Please take your seats Please be seated We have a great show lined up for everybody tonight Special guest in the house tonight Joe Budden, J.Cardim Let's...GO [Hook] A wise man said we all wear a mask At times keepin it on is too much of a task Your face on the net, and your life's on blast It might slip off, you gotta give me a pa** Sometimes I feel like a man again But how they dress me don't make me the man I am Nah the woes dont hamper him They just lookin' at the clothes on a mannequin [Verse 1] Look, look, look I want the best cars and the best flow I want the best broads thats how that go [I mean I want to be a star and collect dough But even if I had it all it'd be just for show] I want the diamonds to make my neck glow [Yeah] Lust for the next ho a love will never let go [Talk to 'em!] I want to run along from my shortcomings [BUT!] But I smoke so my breath gonna be short running [OHH!] I want to be in control, hands on If I'm the pilot then we will never land wrong [NEVER!] But I want to have faith, stayin' strong Take the first step when I ain't got a leg to stand on I got a lot to give but I want more With numb thoughts, positive but I'm unsure On the misplace, getaway and its disarray And yall don't know the man just what he put on display [OHH!] [Hook] [Verse 2] I'm too annoyed to cope, tryna make a livin Given I dont think that being a dope boy is dope Out of every story, only 2 end in glory Who am I to think I'm different than every hustler before me? If I took my anger, became a g**ner I would aim to aim my anger at every stranger Shawty wanna leave, honestly I can't blame her Say the ones you love the most are always in the most danger I talk a little slower so you have to hear Dead man walkin, no tatted tears Or realest to ever do it, cavalier Hundred thousand dollar car, with rabbit ears I don't welcome change even if it help 'em gain f** a handout, I'd rather be self contained L.V. everything, lookin' well arranged Y'all would never know that I'm practicing self restraint [Hook] [Verse 3] I been different, never mind I'm just indifferent Ain't an old timer that would blame it on a skin pigment Is it my imagination or a slim figment? Origins ig'nant, probably why im indignant Look at haters like 'why is it an issue?' Is it because I'm sober but I'm on a high they can't get to? God that was rid'culed fightin with his pride and his pit'ful Guide I was lied as a kid too Cursin' God out "why he decide to pick dude?" I big bulls but when I try its abyssmal Die and keepin everythin inside me a riddle But they blinded by the condo size and it's sick view Whys, try and answer the whys What good is havin eyes when everything you look at you despise? [can Anybody hear me?] Or do you need ears when you dont believe anything you hear? Maybe it's just something in the air [Hook]