[Verse 1 J.C Jones] Some saying my sh** to flahsy comes on too strong not really talking about important stuff well im gonna change it up here bring it down a little bit and if you still don't like it f** you Bring it back to the day Hackensack I was on the matt doing my thing dominating Had a pretty big lead built up Was gonna be on to the next round Then all of a sudden the tables got turned I was on back looking up Trying to get up Hopeing there wasn't enough time Then I hear the sound of the reffere hitting his hand to the matt it was over Gymnasium stunned silence 11 years out the window resiliencw Couldn't believe that just happened Now I turned to rapping As soon as that was over turned to d** and alchol Cause I had nothing more wasn't gonna go on and do it and collge I was bored But I was at the college of my choice Had it all in my hands freshman year Now its not like that cause its different just a year later I've gained so many f**ing haters Cause of my anticts and my actions I've been irresponsible and ive drank too much way to many blackouts And its caused bad stuff Its caused me to be on rewind Just wanna get back on my grind And I got my shoes shined Had a lot of issues self made still self paid This is my own company immortal invasions Don't need persuasions I know ppl will be joining on soon Wish I could go back to the days living carefree getting high looking up at the moon That's when I was just starting to smoke and it was fun Wasn't a hobby yet Wasn't that into too it Now im so into it can't go without it Haters don't dobut it Just cause my story wasn't good doesn't mean its over Still young far from my prime Still know what I can achieve And thats whats mine really do have to backtrack Gotta add some new stuff to this track Cause ive had a lot of bad times Hospital trips ambulance rides those weren't good times Mercifully I was able to pullthrough going live Telling you its not always a gift to be alive Gotta do something with your life Otherwise it's a waste of time That's the reason for rapping Gonna redo this make a new end to the story Its gonna end with me on billboards magazines doing stage and performing Can't wait to get all this b**hes swarming That's what it will be whenever I go out and party That's what it is really Got to put the bottle down No sir I can't be found Im on my own island doing whatever I want Getting drunk and high Even though I should settle down I won't its like an addiction Once you get started you can't stop No one even comes close to my level No you can't cop Got so much leaf All for me personal way to eliminate grief You don't get to see what im about to accomplish You're a little compiles At best you qualify as my sidekick J.C Jones Out