Never doin' 9 to 5 So I'm never living like a puppet Drowned in all my doubts Now I'm sailing right above it Use to hate it, now they love it But no one saw it coming I've been busing all these tables Just to get my ma something for her birthday The one who motivates me on my worst days I wonder what she thinking when this song plays (x2) Yeah, I've been fighting for relevance in the heart of who listens Handing you my heart, with every cut and incision Every decision I've made I'm always fighting I'm either going to do what I love Or die trying Lately feeling trapped in my head I hear sirens In the great world No chance for a silver lining But even if I make it, or miss it This is for you to just listen That I don't wish upon the stars I'm trying to live them or win them