[Verse 1] See, I'm scared for tomorrow Yeah, can't get over the past And it seems that this smile is becoming more of a mask Can't rejuvenate that energy that I thought that I had I'm losing vision of this place that I've been Working to have Just been guessing these questions that I've been Pressing and stressing My adolescence revolved around the Same set of lessons But I can't get it right, 'cause I've been losing sight 'Cause what's the point of dreaming if you ain't sleeping right? 3 A.M. and exhausted, but I'm just lying awake Picking up something the same but I think I'm going insane 'Cause I can't live in the moment when I've been stuck in my brain I've been trying to change for the better but everything's been the same 'Cause I don't know where I'm going Can't look back where I've been I don't believe in "meant to be's" 'cause I decide who I am So I'm deciding to go To make the jump, give it all 'Cause happiness is made when you can smile if you fall [Chorus] And I don't know If things are gonna last I'm running crazy And I know I'm gonna crash So if I leave Will you remember me? Or can we go back To the way things used to be? [Verse 2] Yeah Looking for that glimmer of light inside the darkest storm An open war, working towards that happiness I'm searching for Repeating questions like, "Will this ever happen?" I'm stressing all the time Man, where's the satisfaction? 'Cause believe me I've tried It feels like a thousand of times that I Tell my ma it's coming even with her doubtful eyes Should I set this aside? Can someone give me a sign? 'Cause am I chasing the future, or am I just wasting my time? 'Cause I'm full of doubt And I can't get them out I want to give your everything, feel like Imma drown Place my heart into the fire Now all I'm feeling is tired I've been trying to set my mind higher But can't stop losing desire 'Cause what if I never make it? What if this doesn't work? Second guessing every movie writing, every verse 'Cause everything is a maybe And lately been running crazy My vision is getting hazy And I can't see what's ahead Am I gone? [Chorus] And I don't know If things are gonna last I'm running crazy And I know I'm gonna crash So if I leave Will you remember me? Or can we go back To the way things used to be?