I never thought pushing the things I never wanted away would be such a trial and test of who I am. I never knew how clear it was on the other side of what I used to be. Now I stand, where I am. Above every single judgement that's been pressed upon me. You try and blanket the world, with time. How happy we felt, "All because you hold." All because you've held on for far too long. All because you never learned to let go. In this world, there are no saints. Every single one of us has something that they're not proud of or deeply regret. Whether it be letting a loved one go far too soon, or using someone to better yourself. At a certain point you realize that what's done is done and the only thing left to do is simply put it in your past, and begin a new chapter. Do whatever it takes to change. Strive to become the person that you know you can be. Realize that your worst days are behind you. And everything gets better in time.