It Prevails - 11:11 lyrics

Forced to wake everyday, but never really waking up Like a cross I must bear, accepting this, is the hardest part White towers fill my mouth. Breathe in, in mere moments This will pa**, and things will change Waiting. Embracing calm before the storm Wondering what the future may have in store As I ponder these things, what's happening to me? My breathing is normal, my eyes are open But nothings in front of me I have been here before But I can't seem to find my way out this time I'm staring out the window and I'm seeing my ideal life But I can't seem to find the latch to open it up Will I be Back? Can we make our way back? I knew these things, happened often But what happened to me? It's reality now because This must mean that I've lost everything Can we make our way back? Times like these I feel so vulnerable and ma**-less I know that this shield from the sun will lift We will walk the brittle lines And our name will stand the test of time This will bring everything to light 11:11. Haunts me. And now I'm wondering, will I be back?