I'm listening to my heart The beats you rarely hear The drum is slowing in My nightmare's sinking in I'm opening my eyes This night is new to me Everything seems so clear Embracing dark cold air I am so old, my skin is cold The night is mine, forever mine Feeling they fade, guided by needs Humanity is drawn from me Still searching, forever is this curse Trapped by these four dark walls Unable to feel love Eternally alone I have seen all there is So tired of this place Feel my disgust of man My oh, so deadly kiss Time is my friend, aging has ceased Forever young, lost is the sun Time is my curse, everything fades My tears are dry, d**h is my life