Isoindiv - Dear Anonymous lyrics

[Isoindiv] Dear anonymous, you told me not to worry Ironically that makes me worry more, it's so excessive and it's gettin' blurry My eyesight and anxiety in hindsights makes me understand surely, and I know your insecurities In your head screamin' like "God is there a cure for me?" No response So the next day, you walk around with a frown turned upside down Same routine, "hey, you alright?" "Yeah, I'm fine" knowin' in your head that's a f**in' lie-down at night, and still the stress feeds Givin' energy to the blade 'till your side bleeds Malnourished, is yo body, you easily build courage to stop sh** from enterin' But then you're all nervous, your body's ready to flourish, like a 90's computer you're stuck renderin', thoughts Like the last time you have eaten Like when you were younger with your mother gettin' sick of beatin's When an inferior you got caught by your superior doin' things you shouldn't do, well life's full of teachins, and I just want you to know whatever road you decide to travel on with company or alone For you, I would travel the streets I was Cupid was a plumber, so he could fix your heart leaks Chorus: in my imagination everything is okay In my imagination I know you'll get through today In your imagination everything's still the same But this is reality, I promise I'm here to stay You're not alone Sincerely, Kodye