Islands - This Is Not a Song lyrics

If Penny roams away, I will have lost everything, In many subtle ways, I already don't have anything, I hate to watch you go, oh, Nick, if you ever learn, it never shows, And this is not a song, So why do I find it so hard to move on, Feels a crime to be crying for this long, In upper atmosphere my head comes loose, And in the free fall I can feel the blues, I hate to watch you go, oh, Nick, if you ever learn, it never shows, If this is just a song, Then why do I find it so hard to move on, Feels a crime to be crying for this long